Today was a very long day. Had so much things to do. Relativity is understandable enough for me to catch.

I wrote a song, called, 七月的雨.
I almost cried when I wrote the song.
Damn it should stop writing this kind of songs.
Her MSN pic is her current BF, suppose at her house cause I recognize the back drop.
Makes me so super hate myself. I don't know why, I just hate myself.

HATE is a big word. I only use it on myself. Cause, I am Incapable. Stupid. Dumb. Useless. Good for nothing loser. Why, cause I say so myself? Cause I cannot get anything right. So useless rite. I have nothing to be proud of. Not studies, not sports, not looks, not singing, all are average. Being a nice guy is stupid cause everyone can be nice, is see whether they want or not. I am good in nothing.

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