Haha, I am gg to MC for hallplay. So excited and jittery.
Jia Hui ask me. Haha, I'm so happy, cause can try something new.

When I told sarah and hazel, the 1st thing they said was don't spoil hall play, which makes me so sad, and many more. Which already adds to the misery that I am useless and good for nothing. I was angry that they criticized me until like that, instead of something motivating they slam me down. So I just keep quiet. So sad actually, cause you can see by the fact that nobody believes in me. I just need someone to believe in me, and I am so touched that Jia Hui believes in me, love her for that. :)

Meanies. :P

Criticized by someone is not a good feeling, especially by "people" whom you think believes in you. If it is just some other people I will just probably shrugged it off, but by hazel and sarah, I feel so hurt. as if I am not hurt enough already. Huilian is best, she knows what to say to me and wat not. Love her for tat too. :). She just comes up and look for me and talk to me. Sarah is when she needs people than only she will look for me, or I go and look for her. I feel so damn xia jian when i think of it, they like totally enjoying themselves downstairs and forget all about me. Is it worth it? Some more now, Huilian not in hall already. haiz.

I shall just find another clique to hang out with. Since they don't believe in me. Stay far far away from them?

My emotional support gone(u know who u are), no friends now. I think I can sign my death contract straight away.

P.S- thanks Juls for your SMS. thats very sweet of you.

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