I got this thing in my chest.

It screams : " Yes I know I am a loser, but no need rub it in. Ya, I know, I cant make jokes, i cant do this, I cannot do tat, I cannot entertain you, whatever. U diss me off every time I speak to you. So ya, it muz be my fucking face. "

Whew tat feels much better. Tats was to someone.
actually its my problem. But I have this bad habit of blaming ppl for my own misdeeds.
Haha!
Anyway. Its suks to hear jiahui in Hospital. :(

I suddenly feel lost and alone.
I will have to try and fight!

Its been depressing lately. Especially how things are gg. I suffered another big blow, but it does not matter, cause I am sort of immune to it.

I feel that we should not force people. But the desire to force people to conform has always been a subject of great debate within me. For example, I cannot force a girl to like me, it makes no sense. " But I will still have the tendency to force people. And if they dont conform, I will probably be upset be it in relationships or work. At least work is still forceable. But R/S are difficult. Haha!

I dont know wat am i tokin abt.

Myself

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