Recently seems more depressing. I starting to have suicide tendencies. I would like look at high buildings and ponder how does it feel like to jump off. And walking down our staircases, how easy it is for you to trip and hit your head and cause possible brain trauma. Or just sleep and don't wake up.

Problem is nobody cares, nobody seems to care about me this days. Whether am i there or not whether am I alive or not. How do i feel. No one seems to fucking care. Pathetic ain't it. Supposedly my frens last sem are treating me like a stranger. I do not know whether because I isolated myself, or because they isolated me. Especially now when I am having troubles with work and emotions, I find myself stuck, with no one to help me. I think I am going to have a breakdown soon.

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Myself

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